two posts in two days - how 'bout that

uncertainty can lead to one of two things. faith or despair. i'm pullin' for the former.

the whole lemonade from lemons things fails to comprehend the need for sugar. ya gotta have the sweet goodness.

there is serious discussion happening to head to california this fall. kpaul and i are going to fuller. at least i think. if they let me in. thats gonna be the tricky part. but i'm scared to jump in with both feet. i mean, i want to get out of here(read midwest, biblebelt, indiana, compassionate conservatism, whatever) but i like the familiarity that is here.

so yes. i, marcelliottmurnane, am scared. kind of. i mean, i don't like to admit it. but i will just this once. so don't go telling everyone. but i think that usually a good place to be at. scared of what could happen. . . but its a fear of change. and i, who talk so much about change am afraid to go through it. figures.

so this is something that i'll have to jump in with both feet. just go for the gusto.

thats kinda been the story of my life. i usually do take the safe route. take the most secure way. so maybe thats part of all this too.

its like the crazy hurricane is wreaking havoc all around me. . . but i'm in the center of it all. . .just chilling. . . where the peace is. . .

where are you all at? any confusion at all? am i the only one who is feeling like this?

and yes i know. . . i should read the post below. . .but much of the post below came from these thoughts. . . .so there. . .gotta have the cause and the effect. . .

be good to each other. look at Christ. peace