i don't really know alot about this guy. . . but apparently i'm like him

You scored as J�rgen Moltmann. The problem of evil is central to your thought, and only a crucified God can show that God is not indifferent to human suffering. Christian discipleship means identifying with suffering but also anticipating the new creation of all things that God will bring about. J�rgen Moltmann 67% John Calvin 60% Karl Barth 60% Anselm 53% Friedrich Schleiermacher 47% Augustine 40% Martin Luther 27% Jonathan Edwards 27% Charles Finney 20% Paul Tillich 13% Which theologian are you? created with QuizFarm.com

a new quiz. . . it tells me my theology . . . .yeah!

You scored as Emergent/Postmodern. You are Emergent/Postmodern in your theology. You feel alienated from older forms of church, you don't think they connect to modern culture very well. No one knows the whole truth about God, and we have much to learn from each other, and so learning takes place in dialogue. Evangelism should take place in relationships rather than through crusades and altar-calls. People are interested in spirituality and want to ask questions, so the church should help them to do this. Emergent/Postmodern 89% Neo orthodox 68% Evangelical Holiness/Wesleyan 61% Roman Catholic 57% Charismatic/Pentecostal 39% Modern Liberal 32% Classical Liberal 29% Reformed Evangelical 25% Fundamentalist 4% What's your theological worldview? created with QuizFarm.com

did i actually do this? what is yes. . .

I'm a Lamborghini Murcielago!

You're not subtle, but you don't want to be. Fast, loud, and dramatic, you want people to notice you, and then get out of the way. In a world full of sheep, you're a raging bull.

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its so hard

its so hard.
to make myself less.
i don't want to say it.
i have a right to be angry.
i AM right to be angry.
aren't i?
no.
and i know it.
so why can't i?
i'm not looking for answers.
encouragement perhaps.
i know the answers to my questions, i just don't like them.
encouragement to face my answers.
its too difficult.
too painful.
i'm hurt, i want to stay hurt, stay angry, stay bitter.
i want the control. . .
but control of what?
i have no control.
i don't need answers.
encouragement perhaps.
because this is hard.
so hard.
but i'm tired.
tired of living like this.
living being controlled by my emotions.
no more.
but its so hard.
so hard.

so beautiful

i was just given the privilege to be a part of one of the most beautiful weddings ever. i don't think that there was a person who didn't cry during the ceremony/celebration. i was a groomsmen, and third to last to meet the bridesmaid that i walked with. as we walked to our spot, i noticed my friend who was getting married start to well up with tears. his bride had not even entered the room yet!

as the doors closed to prepare for her entrance, he became more emotional. it was such an amazing picture of love. and it seemed like forever before the doors opened. i saw God there. i saw God as he awaits our movement towards Him. and as we move towards Him, its almost as if He begins to shout, "YES, YES, YES! you get it! - this is how its supposed to be!"

i was inspired to begin to move from where i have been to a spot that i do not know. and not just to that spot. but to continue to move forward. never stopping.

i have kinda stopped for a while. its been convenient, and i have a host of excuses as to why i have stayed here, but i will no longer. its time. its been time for a while now. i didn't want to put in the work.

i realized at the wedding how my heart is crying out to be in passionate pursuit of our Creator. of Yahweh. that is when the heart is truly alive. as my mind has gone forward, my heart hasn't totally been in step. at times it seems like it has, and i'll get excited about something, but it always goes back to my mind.

i saw an amazing love today. i saw the love that two of my great friends have for each other. i saw their love of God. but most of all, i saw an amazing, beautiful, capitivating love that God has for us. a love that is longing for us to enter into. a love that knows no limits, and has no boundaries. a love that will do, and has done, whatever it takes to win us over.

after God created this world, He could have just left it. but He chose to enter into it. to be involved. to care . . . and above all, to love. this word love - i used to be scared of it, but no more. what a privilege it is, what a joy it is to love. to be in reckless pursuit of Christ. to love hard and strong those around us. . . .

walk in love.

be good to each other. look at Christ. peace.